Hello again.

Hello people, how are we? 

I've just seen the page views since the last time I posted, and I'm so happy people have seen my blog. 
I don't have a lot to update really. Other than I've recently got an electric cigarette so I can just have a cigarette whenever I have hunger pains and cravings. It also smells better than actual cigarettes and they're a healthier option! :)

My total intake for the last couple of days has been under 800 calories, but recently I've had a couple of fuck ups. My mum can't seem to grasp the concept that I don't want unhealthy food, such as Jaffa cakes (fucking Jaffa cakes, for fuck's sake parent!) and these amazing but incredibly bad for my diet, Raspberry and vanilla mini rolls. Luckily the first time when I had two  mini rolls (84 calories per roll), Lauren (the awesome girl who probably directed you here) kept me sane and suggested a way to burn off the excess calories. Where would I be without her? The next time I unfortunately didn't bother. 4 Jaffa cakes at 52 calories a biscuit/cake/thingie and a mini roll. However, there is always the next day to set your diet to rights. 

I think that if you go over the calorie limit you set yourself, I don't recommend that you just go overboard and full out binge. Just stop eating for the rest of the day, do a fairly decent amount of exercise and work harder tomorrow. Don't give up! :D 

Well, I shall leave you lovely people to the rest of your day and thank you for taking to time to come here. As thanks, I shall leave you some thinspo. :) 

                               

 





Stay Strong And Get Skinny! :) 

Thinspiration!

As promised, Thinspo. 

I love legs. I'm so obsessed with getting a gap and having decent legs. 

I'll post some of my tips tomorrow and I might post a playlist at some point of my favourite motivator songs when I'm exercising. 

Stay Strong And Get Skinny My Darlings :) 

Let's Start With Who I Am:

My name is Nikkii - Yes, I spell my name with two i's. I get really pissed when people knowingly spell it wrong. 

I am 14 years old and my birthday is in July. I'm about 164cm/5' 4'' (I think). My BMI sort of borderline underweight/normal weight. 

I'm gay. Just going to throw that in there. So please don't put homophobic comments on my posts, I get quite offended. 

I've been Pro-Ana for a while, and it has helped me loads. I used to be so chubby, it's shameful. I'm now bearable but i'm still not overly happy with my weight. I don't have a set of scales so I don't know how much I gain or lose every week, but I do have my friend's scales, so I should be okay for the time being. 

I've been a smoker for about a year now. My parents and my friends know, so I can just light up a fag whenever, which helps SO much when I've got hunger pains. 

I'm a massive fan of thinspo. The more elegant the better. There is a girl at my school who sits in front of me in my French class and she's beautifully skinny and elegant. Everything about her is gorgeous. Not in a lesbian-y way, but in a general adoration for her beauty. 

I've been looking at Pro-Ana blogs since about October 2012 and I've been thinking of starting my own for a while. My friend (potential Pro-Ana buddy?) has recently started one up and I thought, fuck it, may as well get it down somewhere. I have a sort of neglected Pro-Ana journal, not because I've turned my back on Ana, but because I just don't know what to put in it and what not to. 

I'm not great with fasting, but I naturally restrict without even thinking about it. I've recently gone back to eating some what normally, and it's bugging the shit out of me. I need a proper diet going on. Don't worry, I have a plan up my sleeve. 

I'm hoping to post a lot of tips, thinspo and other stuff. I can't promise regular updates, but I can promise updates. :)